When in Sarah's review of 'One Great Whole', she wrote "using his background in Philosophy", it made me think to look at this College thesis again. The intro paragraphs feel similar to the big claims made in that book, and my idealism. But going further into the paper reminds me of the complexity of some philosophical books and concepts, and the analytical training and exercise it was to go through that program at Colorado College. The 40 pages of this thesis that I still have and posted here, feel significant also in terms of the difficultly it was to organize and structure the conceptual progression in the three book series.. and when I review this paper, I see what helpful preparation this assignment was.
I'm sharing this because it shows so many cool things I loved about philosophy, especially the analytical detail of Wittgenstein's philosophy of language explored here. I have always loved reading difficult writing, because doing so makes me feel like I'm getting smarter in the process, or exercising my brain. Years later, really trying to understand some of the points from this thesis once again, gives me this feeling. The intro here is very simple, but there is more complexity and challenge in the sections to follow. I personally think that while human reason has serious limitations in terms of deriving knowledge about metaphysical truth, the human attempt to have tried to do that with philosophical inquiry and reflection was admirable.
The word 'Philosophy' means "Love of knowledge", which in and of itself is not a bad thing. It is only an issue in so far as it would distract people from loving God and others, or to become puffed up in pride for having knowledge. The major irony is that for all the philosophers love of knowledge, you can only derive so much with reason without having good premises and data to work with. It's for this reason that these books are unique, or a very special kind of analytical reflection. They are working with material that has it's roots beyond the mortal/material or earthly veil. NDEs gives stories and evidence of the Spirit world, and the HEF is part of the immortal substance of the human soul that is able to be measured by scientific instruments.
Reflection on premises and material of this world cannot bring information about spiritual things, or the world to come. But reflection upon spiritual things, and the glimpse of the eternal world that is opened in NDEs, and scientific findings regarding the HEF can provide insight into spiritual concepts. The main purpose of the books is to use these new evidences as material to reflect upon in support of religious and spiritual understanding. They are not offered as a replacement of anything scriptural, but as additional supportive evidence and argument of scriptural truth..
This paper is interesting, and shows some of the exercises in analytical detail that were a precursor to writing the books..
(Download is given below)

This is one of the few pictures I took, while on the mission in Albania in 2000 and 2001. This was during a break from studies at Colorado College.

This is Socrates the cat, sitting beside some of the research material in 2008..


A good person and loving father, this picture is of my dad and Breck- one of the 'Mascots' shown in the About section. My dad fought a courageous 18 month battle with the most aggressive form of Brain Cancer-Glioblastoma, and succumbed to it in 2021.

As a family members pet, Stella is a cousin of the Publisher Mascots. When let loose in the front yard, she has on occasion been known to run into a neighbors house, or jump unwantedly in an open car. Stella is a very loyal dog and like most pets, a good teacher of unconditional love.

Taco is is fun but goofy cat. She likes to sleep at the foot of the bed, watch tv, and drink Ryan's mio. She also likes sitting on paper, even on tiny scraps, to stalk spiders, and to sit in cardboard boxes..

Ryan and Sarah live in California, and like to play tennis, take hikes on local trails, and visit the ocean.
This talk was prepared for May of 2012 but never given. It was written in the height of some of the drama that will be shared in 'Chess and the Desert.' It feels different than the 2024 talk and that's why. But it still has some interesting points, and is interesting history.. I have lost most of my writing from that time. This is one of the few things that remains..
Sometimes the road less traveled is less traveled for a reason. (Jerry Seinfeld)
Our almost universal tendency to fragment the world and ignore the dynamic interconnectedness of all things is responsible for many of our problems, not only in science but in our lives and our society as well. For instance, we believe we can extract the valuable parts of the earth without affecting the whole. We believe it is possible to treat parts of our body and not be concerned with the whole. We believe we can deal with various problems in our society, such as crime, poverty, and drug addiction, without addressing the problems in our society as a whole. (David Bohm)
Darkness cannot drive out darkness, only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate, only love can do that. (Martin Luther King Jr.)
For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind.
(2 Timothy 1:7)
When thou passest through the waters, I will be with thee; and through the rivers, they shall not overflow thee: when thou walkest through the fire, thou shalt not be burned; neither shall the flame kindle upon thee. For I am the Lord thy God, the Holy One of Israel, thy Saviour..
(Isaiah 43:1-2)
And may the grace of God the Father, whose throne is high in the heavens, and our Lord Jesus Christ, who sitteth on the right hand of his power, until all things shall become subject unto him, be, and abide with you forever. Amen. (Moroni 9:26)
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